Woke up early again today, 8AM. Had breakfast, walked on the treadmill, showered. All before 12. Yay. My study session yesterday went great, got 3 hours of work in.
Still tired, 9 hours of sleep again. Is that too much or too little? I have no idea. I used to sleep for 15+ hours before, and that was never enough either. I'll just keep taking the melatonin, also need to buy more sleeping aids. I have some rum and wine, a glass of alcohol usually gets me sleepy so I should be fine until I get more money.
My stress levels are at 6 on a scale from 1 to 10. So pretty good. Emotionally I've been okay. Not too happy or too sad, just floating in between.
On the bus yesterday I stood up too early and continued standing up as the bus kept going, which sounds fine but I was mortified. I hate people staring at me or feeling exposed, ironically since I love dying my hair odd colours. But thats for me to feel good, not to be a walking exhibit.
Still tired, 9 hours of sleep again. Is that too much or too little? I have no idea. I used to sleep for 15+ hours before, and that was never enough either. I'll just keep taking the melatonin, also need to buy more sleeping aids. I have some rum and wine, a glass of alcohol usually gets me sleepy so I should be fine until I get more money.
My stress levels are at 6 on a scale from 1 to 10. So pretty good. Emotionally I've been okay. Not too happy or too sad, just floating in between.
On the bus yesterday I stood up too early and continued standing up as the bus kept going, which sounds fine but I was mortified. I hate people staring at me or feeling exposed, ironically since I love dying my hair odd colours. But thats for me to feel good, not to be a walking exhibit.
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