I used to be so full of energy, even if at the time it seemed a struggle. Taking photos, videos, drawing non stop. They told us about how to stay fit and healthy after high school. But what about those whose minds could not be fixed with exercise and proper eating? Who were broken and exhausted?
I loved my school, but now that I think about it if schools made an effort to reach out the mentally unstable and provided services, well it could have made my years so much better. And by that I mean not contemplating a tragedy in the girls washroom in grade 9. But here I am alive, an adult. Am I better? No. Not quite. I'm slowly starting to get better I suppose, not without effort. I still need to find a therapist and renew my health card. But lets focus on getting out of bed first shall we?
I loved my school, but now that I think about it if schools made an effort to reach out the mentally unstable and provided services, well it could have made my years so much better. And by that I mean not contemplating a tragedy in the girls washroom in grade 9. But here I am alive, an adult. Am I better? No. Not quite. I'm slowly starting to get better I suppose, not without effort. I still need to find a therapist and renew my health card. But lets focus on getting out of bed first shall we?
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